we all need a reason to believe

today is the offical release day for the new valencia album! hurrayy.

ugg so this weekend was amazing. it went by way too fast as usual.
im very upset to be back home. i cant wait for the day im outa here and hopfully with matt. i cant even get into it without balling anymore its pathetic, but none the less the truth of the matter.

life is hitting me harder and harder everyday, i just want to learn how to fight back, im tired of getting beat up and left with scars. theres gotta be a happy ending somewhere....

but then i think of the hilarious story matt told me about his shitting experiance with the hadicap stalls in the public bathrooms. i dont think ill ever forget such a funny story. i hope he writes a blog about it bc the world needs a good laugh.

i start school in a week. blehhh, i just want the next few months to be done so i can get the hell outa here, wherever that may be. hopefully in live free or die NH.

im also proud to say mitt romney himself wrote a personal letter to matt, thanks to me. makes me happy all the work i did to get it was worht it
:D
i know deep down im a very good girlfriend, even if i cry to much for matts liking.
if i didnt love his so damn much i wouldnt be having these problems.
lol
well anywho off to try and gets some sleep, i know till be a rough nite for me

<3333
renee