Anger, Depression, and just plain Bitchyness for working at McDonalds

So in order to get some food at the harmless McDonalds in Derry New Hampshire the customers must get verbally absued by the employees. Unfortunetly due to the fact McDonalds is a world wide chain, my puney complaints of the 50 year old metapause trailer trash lady work this evening will go unheard past this blog post. To break down the story for you Catherine and I went for a quick trip to McDonalds, which 'conveniently' enough has two order boards and only one cash line, which in turn causes more traffic and customers orders out of cronological order. Anywho, as Cat and I pull up to the first ordering board we were instructed to wait. Then the woman on the other end of the mic asks for my order, as i start to say my order out loud she snaps at me to wait a mintue. then she switches to the other board, and then tries to come back to my board, this in turn makes her mess up and she starts or continues rather, to take her anger out verbally on me. As i proceed to order our food, we continued to get yelld at that they are out of side salads (as if we were mind readers and were suppose to know that already) then get yelld at for not specifying the different sizes. As we pull up to the second window to pay, the woman tells me our bill is 13$ for only about 5 items, so naturally i tried to correct her and with her attitude she tried to correct me by reading my order, and as my boiliing point starts raising i sarcastically correct her on wat our order is, and in the process i get yelld at for not specifying the size of our order. As i calmly took a deep breath, all was sorted out but just to get a sandwhich and some effing fries i was yelld at and belittled, or at least that was attempted. Well as this story may not be interesting to most people, hears a hint for those middle aged women going through metapause who feel the need to be a complete bitch.......NO ONE FUCKING CARES. no one cares about you, no one cares about your metapause, no one wants to hear you be a bitch, no one wants some white trash yelling at them for ordering some goddamn french fries, so next time you feel like raising your voice for someone trying to order their dinner, think twice about who you are, and remember that just because your depressed and dissapointed with your shitty life, doesnt mean we care or have to deal with it. So take my 6$ and shove it up your ass!

ps. im on my period so eff all of you for judging me and my bitchy rant

once again

I have yet made time to update my life on the internet, which once used to be therapeutic for me in some odd way.

One thing that has really been bothering me since it had occured was the rudness of "professionals" in new hampshire. Since ive moved here i have searched high and low for jobs. Ive havent even come close to finding a place like the Focus Room, but what i did end up finding were some in town/local marketing groups that i sent emails out in hopes of being hired as a recruiter. I recieved an email from one of the marketing groups i was less familar with and scheduled to go in for an interview. To shorten the story a bit, when i went in for the interview i wasnt brought in for marketing purposes, i was brought in to do some graphic work. I was to do a few sample images for a deck of card the client wanted to make. Once i finally got the programs i need to work on the project I put a variety of images together, as i had no direction of what the client was looking for, as she said she was "open to anything." Needless to say once i sent her the images she sent a highly unprofessional, brief, and let alone rude emails i have ever recieved from a "professional" business. Well that pissed me off, and be being sarcastic, sent one back, professional but bitchy
:D
yep thats my attitude for you.
So much for making professional images for my portfolio. bummer.
However, to briefly catch you up, matt took real estate classes and has had several interviews to become a realtor, all he has to do is take the test, but soon enough he will be needing some professional work done, which is where i come in.
It will be nice because he can get the work done for free, and i will have work for my portfolio that an actual business is using, and if all goes well, perhaps some friends from the office will be needing working in the future as well.
Alritey, enough of my rambeling, time to go watch transformers with the boyfriend.

yours truely,

Renee Mckenna Perkins

Catch! UP!

well as usual its been a while since i worte on this damn blog, but im determined ot play a little catch up. im going to try and highlight the bullshit as much as possible:

.finished up the semester at Westchester
.moved 2 days after christmas from NY to NH
.the day i moved i remember it rained, i got my matress wet, even though it was covered
.the day i moved to NH my car broke to shit, i guess i just hav to be thankfull it made it there, but it still was the worst thing and the biggest pain in the ass issue to deal with the day i move
.i have an amazing boyfriend
.matt and i car hunted a few days and finally got a good deal on a 2001 dodge intreped, matt lent me money to buy a car for 1000
.the continuing days were filled with running around registring and inspecting the car and get all the details and finalizations in order
.in the mist of the move and my time here so far matt bought himself one of the potenial cars i wouldve bought, for himself for pizza deliveries
.school started and its been filled with quizzes projects and lots of learning goodness
.midterms just passed and from what i know i did well :D
.after a couple of weeks and applying to over 40 places matt finally got me a job at pros as a phone girl
.i started out doing well there but somehow the flip switched and i absolutely cant stand being there and im bound to get fired very soon
.which leads me to spending my current sping break on another long and trecherous manhunt for another job
.recently, last week, matt and i applied ot be on the waiting list for the linlew apartments, so we are both excited
.in the mist of everything going on there has been everything from drama with my roomates, to gayness at the financial aid office, having me barrowing more money from matt for books until my financial aid check comes in

long story short, im am happy. I may be slightly struggeling and unhappy with some of my current situations, and it seems like everything that could go wrong basically has,but the most important things are my school work and my relationship with my boyfriend, which in fact today is our "10 month anniversary", so knock on wood, all important things are well.

thats it all in a nut shell. on a side note, i really do miss my friends and its super hard rite now to go see them, and i havent done too good of a job making "replacements" here, but i am going to see valencia next week with alyssa and a potential new friend, pheboe, sp thats super exciting and awsome bc its been almost a year since iver seen them, ehich seems unreall on account of how often i used to go see them, but i guess times change when your growing up. BUT ill be damn if that completely stops me from seeing the V boys!!

peace and humptyness,
Renee<3333

i want your body, need your body

so for some reason im starting to lik TI. its all danielles fault.lol
so ya i guess my pan for trying to write everyday was a failure. its hard now bc everyday is so hectic. once im setteled itll be eaier. on that note, im cant even catch you up on all the little details.

i can tell you this however, violence jr got fucked up by a dog or a fox or something and i feel really bad. matts all sad or he was the other day when violence jr went in for sergery. and i wish i was there this weekend for the both of them but matt didnt get this weekend off. shocker. i hate chilis. but eaither way im going to see him next weekend. he got pumpkins, so im very excited for that. lik you dont even know, i went to danilles today and they were doing pumpkins, and i didnt carve one but i sure the hell painted one. and it was great. and i cant wait to carve one next weekend.
also at danielles, we watched starngers, which still scared the shit out me, and joey decided to cop a feel, which i lik bugged out. tisk tisk. someone needs to slap that kid in line.
and idk matts working madd amounts of hours so i havent talked to him much. i like really miss him. i just feel lik im missing out so much, and that i just really wanna be there. URGGGHHHGH.
but tomarrow i should be able to sleep in for a bit and then some tv and such and then studying. im gonna study so much tomarrow bc monday i hav a bio test and i wanna do really well on it. last one was lik mid 70s and i wanna get in the 90s at least so i can even out my average. bc i guess we only hav lik 3 tests and a final. and then tuesday i hav a test in eco. which i also need to get in the 90s to start bringging my grade up a bit. so tomarrow is a study day, and when ever football is on i HAVE TO tape it. which means at some poitn i have to go buy a vhs. and thats all basically.

peace and humptyness forever
renee<3333