this week wasnt so good.

lets start with last sunday. i saw my dog and mom and rich. it all went well. except rich still doesnt approve of the lip piercing idea. its not that big of a deal but ill respect his wishes anyway. this week went by pretty fast and i got lik no sleep bc the ass holes that go to this school insist on getting drunk and acting lik ass holes every fucking night. it needs to stop. lets make a long story short there was the opening of my door randomly. there was writing all over my door with marker. there was slamming doors, knocking on foors and running away. and just overall stupid pranks that pissed me off bc at 12:30 at night when im trying to sleep for class the next morning i dont want to deal with immature shit lik that. then i was going to see gym class hereos with heather and saint but i guess they dont go to shows so they made it a big deal but we couldnt get in w/out a certain college ID but the guard said be could hav someone from that school buy our tickets as their guest so all we had to do was ask ppl outside to buy our tickets. and what really pissed me off is that both of them didnt want to even ask the guard if we could buy our tickets insdie. lik omg stand up for yourself and stop making me do everything. so some guy was going to buy my ticket as his other guest but he was going inside and heatjer and saint lik werent asking ppl or 'didnt want to bc they didnt think it was worth it' or some bull shit and i could ask around bc the guy buying mine was going inside so saint was lik w/e i hav a class in the morning so im going home and lik of course heather was goignt o go with her and i wasnt going to go in the show by myself so i left. lik wtf what a waste of time and money. that pissed me off. then there was the drunk ppl drama so i couldnt sleep and i had to get up at 6:00 to do a 4 page paper befoer class. i wrote about valencia. ahah. it came out kinda bad. but it was only the rough draft so i hav a chance to fix it. then ugg class. i dont mind my classes i just want things to progress im so eager to actually make a garment. that and i always hav to hike a mile to get to my classes with all my shit. not cool. then this friday or last ngiht ib was suppose to chill with emily and 'the girls' as she said on facebook and her friend. all of a sudden tis getting late and shes just bullshiting me back and forth through text messaging. lik she didnt want me to chill with them anymore. so okayy w/e idk why but w/e lik dont bull shit me all night just tell me up front and she and she was acting lik rebecca and making up all the stupid ass lame excuses. and its lik NO already ppl tell me upfront. idk how many times i hav to say it to these ppl for them to understand that. then there was roomate dramma with brittany. and lik her talking shit. so i confronted her and i was lik w/e about what happened last week and stuff lik this shit needs to stop and if you hav a problem with something i did said or doing you need to say something up front . end of story. so hopefully thngs will clear up bc we had that little discussion last night before she left. she was suppose to sleep here last night but im glad she didnt bc i was so homesick i cried for hours and that wouldve been bad if she was there. ohh and then there was the whole more heather drama after i told emily off. and lik idk what her deal with but it sounded lik she didnt want me to go with her to the show tongiht and she was lik i dont care lik wtf just tell me yes or no and she got all lik pissy and started to be a bitch. so i was lik okayy then forget it. idk shes cool but lik she has a hard core attitude and i dont want to deal with that shit. and her and saint together is not working out lately. so basically that was all my friends. except alyssa but idk lik i dont hang with her ever and she had her bf and there madd sonters. ahah i dont care really but lik idk want it to be lik incidents lik back at home. soooo i hav no friends at this point in time. and ive been really bummed about scenes from a movie. lik i REALLy lik them. lik valencia lik them and idk what the deal with tony and everyone is. lik rumors are going around and nothing is set in stone. and he CANT leave the band. and omg there so effing good no hes not leaving. and there doing a tour which stirrs things up and there not coming around so i wont get to see them. no one around here is lik freidns back home. its bad. i hope cassie and serg and anyone comes with my parents in oct for friends and family weekend bc that would be Ooooff the hook. ohh and i went to a motion city soundtack siging. and got cassie the cd signed and shit. its really good. sounds lik most of the other shit but im not tired of it yet so its still madd good. haha i made an ass in front of justin with the whole matches cd thing. ahah ill tell him at the worchester nov show the deal with that. haha. that was lik the only good thing this week. i watch a season of favor flav and america next top model this week. those were good. ahah. okayy thats it. anyone from home reading this. i love you and i miss you. and if any valencia members read this. i love you and shane feel better i cant wait to see you guys in nov its gonna be the bomb. and im gonna need a hg ohh thats a side note. i got a hug from someone everyday at home. i havent got one hug since ive been here. thats hug withdrawl for lik 2 weeks. ugg. ohh and i really lik tony bushes voice. its very sexy. the end. LOVE.EVERYONE [ohh side note....entered a contest. its ends sunday hopefully i win. wish me luck.] <3333renee.