what is today??ohh ya thursday!!

so0o0o the award thing was for art. haha and my creativity skills. blahahah. anywho. i was lik so nervous for some reason for my presentation and i lik did a practice run with danielle as my audience and i did lik so0o0 bad with lik studdering and not getting my words out. but then everyone said it was good and i didnt feel that it was that bas. i felt lik i couldve said alot more but i used the 15 mintues and then some so i wouldnt matter. then danielle and i did some running around. and when i went home it was ugggg i dont wanna be here. lik one of thoses days when your lik uehwueh why is everyone being so gay. so0oo that was bad and i finally got my shit for lasell. and i didnt get any of the scholarships i applied for throught the school. so thats REALLY bad. and my mom was lik grants....and i was lik no not yet....and she bugged and now i have to get up madd early and lik go to school to talk to my guidence counciler before i go to my internship and lik when i get there im seriously hoping my mentor will let me work on college shit. and im going to explain lik i have madd work to do. i have to do a lasell financial aid form. take lik a placement test which im not sure why its lik on the computer if it even is, ill have to figure that out tomarrow. and then there s lik 100$ non refundable parking thing i have to send in soon. and lik ugg the orientation dates are lik right in the middle of vacation when my dad from alabama is coming and its 2 days and so i told him and hes lik well ya im a little upset but its school and you have to do it so dont stress. but the first day is for lik financial shit for parents so im gonaa call the lady tomarrow and lik see if i can not go the first day and lik get all the info on the phone and tell her i lik cant make it. so0o0 tomarrow is really going to suxk. and then i have work. which its goignt ot be packed because tomarrow is supposed to be lik 90 degress whic is rediculous and im gonna die. but me cc and ashley are all were piggy braids with bandanas and our cold stone hat. so its gonna be fun. and then i have to get up at lik7 ugg to go to fairfield conneticut to watch my baby cousin all day and then i have work again saturday night. BLEHHHH this sooks. okaayy well its madd hot in my room and that means its gonna take madd longg to fall asleep and as you knwo now i have to get up early. =[ good night everyone who isnt reading or dealing wiht this stress!!!! renee.