holiday

so ya i havent written in madd long. lets skip the details. my mom has been a super bitch and lik i was so0o0o stressed last week about college and this week its only getting worse and my parents had lik a serious talk with me and i have to lik do so much now. and im lik fuckked. but ugg i dont wanna think about it right now. i got in a fight with cc. and honestly this is gonna sound bad but i dont care. because i really dont feel lik me trying to help her was wrong and her giving me an attitude was complete bull shit. lik dont take your effin problems out on me expecially when im trying to help you and now cause your in a bad mood you fuck me over. FUCK THAT. so i guess shes not coming to my birthday dinner in the city on friday. ohh and china town today was good but not nearly as good as last time. so bleh. and danielle was not feeling good bc if aj the ass. it was lik family weekend. enough said i dont want to bore that shit outa you with that information. i lik seriously need a new job. before we left for the city today i went lik job hunting and found NOTHING. wtf. so im madd tired as usual and i hav to do tons of shit tomarrow which is lame. and my allergies are lik outa controll today and i want to chop my head off everything is lik allergiefied.ha. and im thinking about cutting my hair lik short. i dunno cause it just got lik crazy long but i feel that its flat. and it was SO hot in the city today. ohh and we went to a store called lik yellow rat bastard and if anyone goes to the city they should deff stop there. lik china town broadway area. good shit. ohh and i took picutres with my dads D180 or something lik that. so maybe one of these days ill get those up. well for now. im out. renee.