today sucked.

well as i start typing this its only 10:36
today has been soo long for some reason. i got up with plans to go to school, when everyone else didnt have it today, come home work on sewing, study and blah blah.
none of that happened really.
hooper came over bc i was feeling bleh and sad and whatnot so i figured hey, no work today just try and relax and hav a good time.
so on the way home we got a chicken parm which was about the best part of my day. lol
it really hit the spot
then we went home and there was nothing on tv so as usual we watched bull shit and i tried sewing some stuff but only accomplished there garments outa lik 12. lol, well at least i got some done i guess. i just wanna finish that shit so i can get paid.
then i was gonna talk to alan about my christmas money but he was lik sick but eventually i mentioned it to him and he was basically lik let me know what you need at the end of the month.
so its gonna be ruff. i only hav lik half a tank of gas
i ha to go to nh next weekend, so madd money is going to gas
i hav my 20 parking tickets
my moms b day is friday, which somehow i forgot it was this friday, i effing swear if i dont write it down then i forget. so i hav to get her a present, what i hav no clue, she "doesnt want" anything which is bull
then i went with katy today and we just hung out, and then watched harry potter chamber of secrets
so after i went to bring her home and she asked to stop at mc donalds and i was lik ya w/e BUTTT i ran over a fat ass screw with a washer and it was a catastrafy, but all said and done my dad help me use the kit in my trunk to fill the hole and then we filled air up in all my tires.
and im lik not wanting to study at all.
i no its bad to procrasrtinate but if i dont do it last mintue and under pressure then i dont get anything that i study before hand anyway.
so as stucky as today turned out, tomarrow is gonna be the reall ball sucker.
i hav to go to bio. study for eco during my break. go to math. take the eco test. go to work untill 6. train jen. get my check. study for my midterm wednesday, pick up richy, blah blah blah. UGhyhh just not looking foward to it.
and i hav a feeling that matt wont come this weekend which will suck major ass. and if he does come he wont be happy to her its my moms b day. but i swear on my grandmemere that i forgot and i wouldve told him sooner.
but who even knows if he asked and got his schedule. im just gonna plan that it wasnt done so when the truth comes out i dont feel so down. this is the longest time weven been apart. i hate it.
and i just got invited to dwayne and kaylas halloween party but i dont think itll happen, bc of his work schedule and my money situation. but thats just one thing i hav to mention to him tonite.
OHH and get this i got a call form a lady about a job i applied for lik over 2 weeks ago that pays 9 an hour but its lik almost pointless at this point. so im lik ugg gayness they shouldve called me before!!!! w/e i cant do anything about it now
im just thanks full for alan and just want this month to be overrrr
and i want to be back at the focus room.
well thats it for tonite
wish me luck for tomarrow
blehhhhhhhhhhhhh nite
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