my friday

was pretty shitty.
i lik rain, but it just wasnt working for me today.

i had to wake up to my sister steping on my feet and the by 'accedent' on my head when she was trying to get ready for school in the morning. of course i couldnt fall alseep after that, so i ended up sleep unitll lik 11:30, only to be ready to go to work when john (the kid working with me) was lik an hour late.
then we ventured to queens in the rain to work for 3 hours, and let me tell you we got alot of shit done. the downside is thar its intense manule labor and now my ass muscles hurt and i think my arms are going to fall off.

coming home just made the day worse.
im not getting into it, just the family was annoying me so bad i thouhgt i was gonna go run infront of a bus.
i was so depressed before that i just laid on my sisters floor (where ive been sleeping) and cried.
theres so much running through my mind these days.
all i wanted to do was be with matt tonite but of course that couldnt even happen.
i cant wait untill next weekend.
or my b day. my dad also asked me wat i wanted and i didnt know.
so im gonna see what he had in mind and i dont even know what i wantr at this point so maybe ill ask him to buy me my tatoo.
who knows.
im currently watching bullit proof monk and i redid my myspace and blah blah. im tired, but not really.

sooooo im just gonna go but hopefully progress will be made this weekend on getting my my room so i hav a plave to put my shit and a bed to sleep in instead of the floor. my back is starting to kill me.

BLEHHHHH

renee.