i never been one for goodbyes

even thou i dislik the majority aspects of Lasell College im defeintly sad to go.
the main reason is because of alyssa and violence.
i know im gonna see them again but when he left this morning i was a wreck. i was soo sad i couldnt even wait till after he left until i started to cry.
i hate saying good bye, it hurts.
this is why i dont want anything good in life bc when i loose it i fall apart.
FUCK THIS. this isnt what i signed up for in life.
someone put me to sleep, so i never have to wake up, ever again.

mucho tears
renee