monday april 14th 2008.

lets not get into the details, but bc of an abundance of skanks, the ftsk show was ruined. never thought that could happen but it was awful and i cried.lol.

im so tired of drama, when will it end. cant the world just be a happy place. boys are stupid and a waste of my time. this is why i end up liking guys in bands over guys that are involved in my everyday life bc i always end up getting hurt in the real world. i want the FAKE WORLD!!

so i played the new valencia demo HOLIDAY on thursday and i dont think i got nay listeners, so im made a facbook event to hopefully get more listeners on the show today. im gonna play an old mix and then add the valencia song to t. it should be a good show. hopefully people listen and i get some calls and IMs and such.

the end of the year is so stressfull. im sad its going to be over soon but then again not so much. im excited ot get back home and start working again. i miss having a job. why i dont know but i do.

i also took my eyebrow ring out yesterday. ive been wanting to take t out for a while but yesterday i finally just did it. everyone askes me why and its just bc i want to change. i want to make suttle changes to be more 'grown up'. its more of an apperance of growing up bc i act more grown up than they way i appear, like the way i dress and such. i gave alyssa this example: i want to transform from an avril lavigne appearance to a gwien stefani appearance. that may be an extreme but its a good example.

ummmmmmmmmmm not to much else to inform you on i guess. i dont really want to explian the detil about the drama i was talking about before. i told all the people that i want to know the details, and i guess thats all that matters now.

yay for valencia may 1st. and i need to get up on bamboozle tickets before im fucked. lol.

aight, peace