baby turn around and let me see that sexy body go BUMP BUMP BUMP

lol. sp last night we did the whole party thing again. it went better on acount that i didnt get molested hahaha. but i wore my zebra heals bc they looked pretty in my outfit. BIG mistake, not only could i barley walk in them already but once my vision was blurred there was no hope. i was a hott mess. haha.

anywho. jen and i are going to die from cloves.
and friday was such a good day it was so nice out and everyone was excited for the game and i was lik all decked out in uniform, i made a shirt and shoes, it was cute. but at the game there was that kid scott who lik leaded back where i was standing and made me fall over on the blechers and i guess he didnt know bc he didnt day sorry so jen i was lik can you lik lean forward blah blah and he lik told us to fuck off or somehting along those lines and i was lik ohh hell know so i fliped his hat off his head and was lik fuckn move and then he was lik do i fuckoin know you blah blah trying to act all fuckin hard infrot of the girls around him, basically making me look lik an ass whole, so i got super pissed off and was lik is this kidd forreall right now he makes me fall over then tells me to fuck off and then trys to make ME look lik the ass. hell fucking no. and then heather was lik smacking me saying let it go blah blah and i was lik are fuckin kidding me. lik i hated everyone at that momnet. how fucking rude can ppl get. they totally brounght me down it was awfull. i was lik crying slightly but i lik hid behind my hair so no one saw. thne halftime was over and we lik played so stupid as usual but this time didnt get lucky and the other team kick our ass. it was awfull. and lik jose got hurt i thought i was going to die. and he was all sad and shit after it was so sad i just wanted to run over and give him a big hug, the night was horrible. and then i was raining afetr a nice day, it sucked. i didnt go party i lik stayed in my room and cried all night bc everyone made me feel lik shit and then we lost it was just the icing on the cake to a terible night. so the next day (saturday) i slept mad late and like w/e then jen and i decided to leave her room bc we were soo bord and then eneded up going to bragdon for a bit and then left and went to go back but then the time changed and it was lik an hour later so we were lik fuck it, and i ended up going to bed at lik 5 in the mornign and i just woke up at lik 3. haha. its now time to do the homwwork, well not really for me but jen deff. i need to do madd dishes and laundry which is impossible bc i dont hav quarters to dry them.lol.

ohh ps after the show with ashley i wrote on his wall, not expecting him to answer me since he never has, and lik he didnt and then i went to him page the other day and he lik responded to me but lik on his own wall. weird but i was lik ohh okay he answered me.lol. he didnt know what grilled meant!?!? i guess only us true gangstas know.loljk. anywhoha theres a new thats amore on tonight at 10 and im super excite and tomarrow at 10 is a new making the band, and then tuesday and wed is american idol, and then thursday is partayy hopefully with ashely involved, and then i go home on friday. im SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited. i cant wait to see my family and my dog i miss them a whole lot. expecially my dog. i had a deam last week that my mom called me and said my dog had bad cancer that kept spreading really fats so they were putting her to bed they next day and i lik woke up with tears in my eyes it was awfull so all i want to do is give my dog a big ass hug. and hopefully ill still hav friends to chill with when im home. well see what kind of drama i run into.lol.

peaceeeeee<3333renee.