im an ass hole.

why this time?

well lets just say that t bush, aka the ex singer of the ex band scenes from a movie, aka one of my most favorite bands, aka form w virginia, aka a place i would never go, blah blah, he moved to boston as we all know and i saw him at the show that ashley and i went to tongiht!

ya go figure, all those noghts i cried when he left the band bc i thought i would never see him again and there he was just chillen at this show and i didnt have the balls to go say anythign to him, not even hi! im soooo rediculous, and i swear, ashley begs to differ, that he grilled me, but who knows im self concious and paranoid. but now im mad at myself of course. ugggg.

butttt the show was amazing, good times. we got lost on the way there so we missed lannen fdall but were gonna see them in like a month so its all good. and we talked to jay and hung out for a bit so that was fun. and it was so hott in that place that we decided to leave a few mintues early, so ya. it was freezing out that my legs were crazy red when i got home and got into my pjs. but it was worth it and now i know how to get thewre when i go see valencia in may.

thats all for now, hopefully ill see t bush again and hav the balls to at least say hi. ohh and we won the b ball game tonight so i can see the camp on sunday! yay chocolate man!

:D mucho love0.<3333renee.