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lets just say that if i havent clarified the 'library man' story in past blogs it was a simple little funny joke between me alyssa and;the library man'

well he obviously found out it was us. lik w/e no biggy. WRONGE. mr i think im cool as the library man decided to tell friends [which i guess i would too] but now those friends which includes the skinny gay emo kid living in my building lik to stare and talk and laugh. not cool. so when this occured and alyssa and i enountered the library man the skinny emo kidd and some other girl in the libary and they were laughing i was so angry. as my anger progresses it only got worse.

alyssa and i decided to hit the bench outside of my building bc no one was there to 'talk' and i was going to rant about the library encounterment but sure as shit the 'girl' friend and some other girl came over and sat down. well obviously we couldnt talk about the situation involving the girl sitting right next to us. and alyssa and i wanted to talk about other thing that would just we weird if we talked about it infront of other people. so as if the ackwardness couldnt get any worse, it did. the skinny emo kid saw the 'girl' friend and came over. he sat on the other side. so we were all in opposites and it was extremely uncomfertable. so alyssa and i just sat there in silence for a few mintues while they chit chatted about schedules for next semester. it wasnt good so once i hit my limit of ackwardness i said [outloud] alyssa i guess we should go now since this has been saficiently ackward. and the 'girl' friend and the skinny emo kidd started to laugh and ugg it was just not cool. and now when ever i see them im paranoid bc we stare at each other and they knwo we say something about them and they know we knwo they say shit about us. and its sillie and childish. ANDD to top it all off today i ahd to return the 8 movies we rented last week form the library and of course the library man was there and i was to pussy to say anythign about the situation so it was ackward and stupid. so thats wats been ithcing me this past few days.

also my wisdom tooth on the right side is completely outa controll. it hurts so bad i slpet all day just trying to make it all go away. and i woke up in so much pain it was rediculous. and my mom hasnt confirmd with me my appointment for next week. and even then i still have to wait a week. and ive been having these not so good dreams about going to the valencia show. not cool.

andd some stupid ass hole descided to light a piece of paper on fire and throw it in the trash can so we had a fire drill at lik 10 maybe 11 i dont know but it was late and i was about to go to bed. so it was a big deasl and to make a logn story short we waited outside in the cold in my pajamas for an hour. and the gournd was wet. and the big RA lasy was SCREAMING at us. and now were weach being fined a 'heavy amount'

and tomarrow i have ot sign up for my classes at 12:00
and i hope i finsh my pattern for the pants. probably not but i hope.
and katy and jess are coming thank god.
i hope my tooth doesnt bother me all weekend bc that wouldnt be good.
i took 6 huge blue i b porfens and felt good. ahah. i just took 4 more for bed. and im gonna put oragel. ahah i got some on my tongue in studio art class this morning and i was lik druling everywhere it was hilarious. ahah.

and i went with alyssa to 'lasells got talent' show. it was alright. some good. some not so good. and some terrible. i really lik that kidd jordan. hes a chill dude.a nd i lik his music. RAWR. and i lik the girl that read her poem. deep shit y0. haha.

well thats the juciy gossip for now. latress

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