so im determined

to make today swell. haha. i dont want to jinkx myself by saying that things are getting better but im not as bummed as i was in the begging. i really lik the small amount of friends that i hav. it kinda sucks bc theres only a select few and this past weekend they were all busy so i was basically by myslef and didnt come outa my except to pee and shower. but then again id rather be by myself then with people i dont really want to be around so i guess i cant complian there.

last night was so funny. after my group project in the library i watch 'failure to launch' with jackyln and alyssa and then after me and alyssa decided tohike all the way to burger king. its not that far but at night its sketchy but i wanted to go for a walk. so me and alyssa had a good convo lik me and morgan had the other day. its was different but i still felt good. it was more lik a venting session about our lifes rather than discussing issues about life. anywho. on the way back we started talking about scary thigns lik ghosts and stuff and it was madd dark out and all the houses are all halloweened up so it was sketchy and then this car with a bunch of girls drove by and screamed out the window to scare us and me and alyssa were already lik freaked out so we screamed bloody murder and started running and then we realized it was the car and we were running tward it not away form it so we stopped running an started laughing so hard i lik peed my pants cause i had to go so bad. then when we pulled ourselves together alyssa lik scareamed and was lik theres someone in that window and i thought she said someone was coming at us so i started SPRINTIG and we were lik effing speedy gonzalas. im not even kidding i felt lik i was running for my life i was so effing scared. and then when we got all the way back near shaws i realized i didnt hav my phone in my pocket anymore. so natuarlly i was freaking out. lik i knew i probably dropped it when i started running but i didnt want to go all the way back bc i was so effing scared. ahah. so we were lik running bc we scared so we finally found it and then lik ran all the way back to college. it was quite the freaky adventure. so ahhaa thats my story.

i woke up today saying hey this is going to be a good day. and so far it pretty much has been. nothing lik really good happened but it by far has not been bad. [knock on wood]. its lik hott out and i didnt know it was going to be so of cours ein fys when we walk to the ice cream shop i was lik so hot and sweaty wearing pants and madd layers of shirts and shit. so that wasnt good. but i changed into bumm cloths so i feel good. ahha. my hair looked so good this morning im not even kidding. it was nice. but i had to put it up so its ruined. btu at least ppl got to see it before it went up in the pony tail. i thnk i got 2 comments on the way i looked today. i felt good bc i was wearing my wanna be skinny blue jeans with my new valencia shirt and i had a matching hot pink bandana around my wrist as a bracelet and then of course jewlery and makeup. blah blah. aha :D it was good.

and then at 3 im going to fallons so she can help me wiht my skirt and pants and stuff ofr pattern bc i hav to hand all mine in on wed bc i wont be here friday.

ohh and in english today we did lik this thing called a stacratic seminar debate thing idk but i thought i was going to hate it but i actually really liked it. i hope we do alot more bc it was fun/good for me. ahah. nerdd. anywho i have lik 45 min untill i go to fallons and then at 8 to night me al and jackie i hope mrogan but probly not are going to watch an old school drew barrymore movie so im excited for that. i changed up my myspace layout. i reccomed ppl watching the video on my layout. its histerical. actually i think ill post it at the end if this bc i know your not going to look and my myspace and its really funny.

i ahvent seen my roomate marissa andi want to bc i havent alked ot her and i wanna make sure shes feeling okyy after her doctors visit. im not goignt ot egt into details but she could really use a friend at a time lik this. so im there for her. and hopefully bc we missed our car ride session this weekend we will be able to do that sometime this week. most lieky thursday.

well i think thats all for now. spread the love bitches :D haha

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