the REAL himan circus.

wow bdan is right. warped tour is lik a different world. and i only went to 3 days so far. this ast weekend was such a roller coster. well to make a long story about philly warped....

me cassie vicky margot ansd simone alomost died due to my tired shredding. we didnt really almost die but an extra 2-3 hours plus appox. 432$ later we finally made it to warped tour wiht 4 new tires and a new rim. it was the hottest concert ive ever been to. lik holly shit it was hot. and my effin vip pass was useless bc i was waiting for liz to go on the other side of the barracade to see valencia and then they started and i couldnt find her and she had already gone to the barracade. so i got killed in a sweaty mosh will crazyy as boys that were most likely drunk and were acting stupid. and i was having a bad day already. haha for some reason all i wanted was lik to hug shane but he must hav been tired that day or something bc he really didnt give a shit. so that was upsetting. and then liz and amber decided to go home which really sucked so cxassie and i just went all the way back to new york that night. and we took riana [for some reason there was lik mix up confusion drama with that] but i dont really need to cover the detail bc it wasnt that big of a deal. it took so long to get home. we didnt get lost but theyre was lik construction so there was traffic and the we had to stop in a long ass line for gas and then there was a huge storm wiht big ass lightening bults everywhere. so day one of warped was not so good. but we got home at lik 1.30 am and went to sleep.

then day 2 we got up and got food and i ran to the bank to get money for margot for letting me use her credit card to save our lives with the tired experiance. so [THANKS AGAIN] to margot. then we headed to nassau. and there was So0o0o0o much traffic and we missed forever the sickest kids bc they played early so we were all really pissed about that. but we talked to kyle and he wass lik ACOUSTIC SET and we were lik hell yess. and it was AMAZING. i loved it.
then i saw valencia and they were good the sun sucked ass bc it was right in my eye and i was a little angry with the girl right in fornt of me bc shes never even heard of valencia beforeo and she was lik hogging the barracade and getting mad at ppl who pushed and shit and i was lik the crowd gets carzy so if you dont lik it then leave. and she was lik wats that persons name whats that persons name an di would tell her and then she would be lik ohh brendan i love you ahahahha. and i was lik kill yourself you fake bitch. but anywho they were awomse and i was having a better day. but i didnt lik see/talk wiht valencia again that day so i was begginng to be really bummd about that. so whatever we went home and slept and i was lik i cant drive tomarrow im to tired and i dont want to hav to worry about car troubles and directions i just want to sleep go there and hav fun.

so the next day[ day 3] cassies mom drove us there which wasnt so bad there was alot of traffic tward the end but we finally got there and then ,e and cassie kinda got pissed at each other bc she didnt realize she was being a bitch and making me feel lik shit and whn i tried to tell her she just got more pissed. but w/e she went off with her other frinds and i walked arounf again by myself for a rediculously long time. and i kept walkong past the valencia booth trying to come up wioht courage to talk to them but nope. to nervous. idk why. but then sassy taylor rose and ally came and whatever we saw the matches which was awosme. and paramore. which was awsome. and then there was the whole drama about weather ftsk were playing bc the day before they told me they werent playing but then therew was a sign saying they were playing an acoustic set again and i asked to see if it was for that day and they said yes. so i got really happy bc i would see them again but blah blah they werent there and there was confusion but then i got pissed bc i got so happy and then got let down. but w/e. valencia was so good. lik there always good but yesterday everyone did alittle more than usual and it made the shows so much more awomse. lik i thought the jersey show would be the worst but i think it was the best. well first off ig to to be on the barracade and that ALWAYS makes me happy. but lik jd was doing the crazy intense moves and lik jumping really high and he lik never did that and george lik got down on his knees and was lik playing and that was awsome. and bdan was lik really connecting to the crowd wiht his eyes and lik he moved around a little more. which was good to see. and shane ohh shane he just workes the crowd lik no other i love it. and even thoughb max was in the back he was terrin it up on the drums. so it was a FANTABULOUS show. and it was reconrded by the new merch guy. who is really nice but i forgot his name. and then i took a really bad picture with bdan and told him the past 3 shows were awsome. so that was good but i want to talk more so right befoer we left me and cassie ran over there and chilled for a few mintues. and hopefully after our little chat he will rmember me. apparently to him he does remember me but i told to be lik HEY! next time if her really does. and i gave him the hint thursayd will be his test. so we shall see about that. i caught the end of bayside. effingn awsome. and then the very begging of escape the fate. i dont lik that kind of music but they are so0o0 good at it. so yay to them. and on our way out i commented on anythonys wifes tatoos and she heard me so we stopped and chated with her briefly. and cassie lik gave her a full pack of cigarretttes so she lik gave cassie this amaxingly sweet bayside necklace that i wanted. so grr to that. haha cassie makes so many friens bc she somkes. its a little pathtic but true. agagin back to that old theory of how the smoking thing brings ppl together. anywho. that was thta. it took crazy long to get home but we didnt and went staright to bed. and it was hard to wake up this morning expecially with madd sunburns. and then i brought cassie to work and then came home and cried bc im sad it almost over bc thursday is going to come and go lik so fast and then im not going to see valencia for a while and i lik cant stop crying bc of it. ugg i lik love them so much as a band and as ppl. they are so awsome i love them and wouldnt know what to do with out them. im so excited for the new album. the philly show they played lik a BRAND NEW song that simone didnt even hear and it was lik SOOOOOOOO good. it got me really excited for the new album. im so sad to move to college. i want to stay in new york so bad.

ugg i have to clean my room and my car out today and do laundry and dishes and shower. and i have work. this sucks. im goign to cry and then attpemt to do theses things but first im gonna finish uploading the pictues so you can see some so hold on.....................


okayy here the are:



the killer tire.









those were takedn by some nice girl on the other side of the barracade.





my fugly ass with bdan. and george.



me and lizz.



and brendan last night: aka the fingerpointing jerk.blahaha be prepared for thursday budd.