WICKED!

haha thats the new england word. offical.so the second part of vacation wasnt as good. the city was awsome with daddy annie and chris. i had an amazing time. that week was beyond hecktic i was in lik 7 different states over two days. very tiring but i got throught it. it was really sad to leave daddy and company. i got my eye brow pireced. it really hurt but not as bad as i thought it would. it all happened really fast so i dind thav much time to think about it. the guy that pirced it was amaxzingly hott. if i can ill find a picture and out it up. the place is lik famous or know for there really good pirceing. i felt lik i was in a futuristic place it was so sterile in there. i hope all goes well and the shit doesnt rip out my eye. ive had it snagg pretty good a few times already. HA. all well. ugg and then i had to ride with pepere all the way back to new hampshire. whcih wasnt so bad, but it was a 5 hour drive with JUSt me and him. so ya. and he didnt give me to much shit about the eyebrow ring. the kids were so fuckking back. i seriously couldve taken a bazzoka and blown the shit outa them they pissed me off so bad. i think thats why vacation was so bad. that and my mom was lik super man but lik super bitch. nothing gets and better or in this case worse. then there was orientation. over all pretty. good excited. but reallynervous. sounds lame but i think im gonnna be home sick. ha. go figure. and then i have to get more college shit figureed out tomarrow. asap. and my ticket. so ill sleep and and crack down to business. i feel so pressured. i dont wanna grow up. its happeneing to fast and i feel lik i havent had a chance to live life. expecially the way i want to live it. UGGGG. BUT the car show was sweet and we stayed an extra day cause it rained. o wish jen hooper came it wouldve been 10x better and i probly wouldve had the best timeeee. but it was still good for what it was. i LOVE the xclusivefreestyleriders. and teach is my new favorite. hes lik madd hot but a major babe. haha i was going to ask him to marry me as a joke. but i didnt. duhh. maybe ill get a picture of him up here too. that would be awsome. as far as 'work' today. total. bulshit. i might kill myslef. i cant talk about it without breaking down but it really started to screw me over with the concerts this week. and it was a stress ball figuring it out. they cant make up there damn minds what they want to do wiht me. i cant take it. its fucking worse than cold stone. i hate to say it but it was a mistake. hopefully i can find a way out of it soon. bc i hate and and i cant talk about it anymore im getting angry. and dennis messed with the laptop when he came and now i lik cant get volume on my computer so i dont know how im gonna watchg the valencia tour update cause its pointless wihtout volume. but wed and fri should be the serious shit. ive been waiting so long to see them. ohh and liz pointed out facebook pictures of shanes. im so0o0 happy for him. but other than that i took crazyy loads of pictures that are taking far to long to upload so one day theyll be up. maybe. good night. renee<3