mondayy the elevinth

okayy so today is the first official day without any intern. since i dont want to get madd im going to make this short. my friends are ass holes. so this past weekend me katy and hooper were suppose to go to penssylvania for my birthday weekend along with my sister and grandma....blah blah blah....the short of it....they all 'couldnt go' for whatever reasons....so i was pissed and this weekend was fuckken terrible. enough said. today was the finalization for the intern stuff and i talked with mahncke about more finacial shit that came in the mail....so that stuff is slowly unfolding....just equals more stress.... then the dees and i went to apple bees for lunch....yumm. then i finally got ashh to go to the derby lane concert wiht me. i dont feel lik explaining everything, but we lied about where we were going....not on my account cause my parents knew....but hers didnt. and it was lame because we left right after the first band played....but then again that was the reason i went there. i have to say i really lik derby lane....there from maryland....and lik underground and shit. and i know i always lik bands better after i see them play but i think this is lik my new fetish untill valencias new album comes out =] so0o0 they didnt hav lik a cd there and i didnt see or talk to any member of derby lane before or after the show....whcih was so0o0o stupid for many different reasons that id lik to keep to myself. but the point is that i need to get my hands on there music asap. AHHAHAH im typing at lik one in the morning right now and if you didnt know i share a room with my little sister and shes talking in her sleep! ahahah its so funny shes saying something about kicking someone in the balls! hehe that made me chuckle. anywho. i hav to do some shit tomarrow. not lik you care but....laundry dishes tv myspace call my aunt about a work schudle....oh by the way everyone....i quit cold stone!!!! so now im gonna work for my aunt dawn....at first the plan was babysitting helping my grandma and doing house work....but maybe ill work at her diner. im not sure. eaither way ill end up hating it soooo whatever she needs me for i guess. i just need money. but before i call her i have to lik plan my shit out bc graduation is soon and then its vaction with daddy and then the regualr family and then theres 3 valencia concerts and 2 warped tour. which sounds lik 'wtf is the point of working then' but really its not that much vaction. blah blah. i wanna clean my car and buy my dad a gift for fathers day. but it has to be a good one bc he got me a really nice present for my 18th birthday. but i dont think im gonna get around to that tomarrow. well i guess thats it for now....did i mention i wanna make my own website?!? it was just a quick thought may or may not ever happen. we shall see. the last note for the night....i want a man in my life. and yess im in that depressed self pitty low selfesteem fase right now.....so bear with for probably a few weeks im feeling. GRRRR. night lovees =]